Life's been arb the last few weeks, sudden jumps of happens to sudden dives into the depths of depression...

It's getting hard to decypher what causes these sudden jumps in emotions.. frankly to be honest I'm getting quite tired of it..

I'm pondering of going back on my anti anxiety/depression pills again to ease my emotions a bit.
I'm struggling to enjoy my life and friends, as soon as I think everything is well and fine turns out someone had to be fake.. don't see how that surprises me but I guess thats what you get for having faith in people and trusting them too much.

Oh well I just needed to get something written down in hopes that I can feel better as I cannot seem to be able to write any poetry at the moment.

Asta